I feel numb.


This isn't me.

I don't UNDERSTAND! Why? Please don't believe such things about us- about me.

I love you, Renee. I never wanted you locked away. I missed you everyday. You have to believe that I LOVE YOU! Please, Renee. I'm sorry that you think I would ever try to do anything against you but I didn't and I don't understand. My love, my Renee, my only.

Anything either of you need from me? I'm sorry I wasn't there when everything bad was happening.

I'm here if you need anything at all.

Right, looks like the travel goes like this: James, Marco, and I being the car-owner-type-people get to sit in the front- well, Marco sort of has to as he's driving- and in the back we will have Renee, Pierre, Ry, Lexie, Jude, Evey, Del, and Steph. (Have I forgotton anyone?)

Now that's eight people in the back of the van. I happen to know that we can fit four people and musical equipment in the back of that thing without any problem at all. (It can also sleep five...not so comfortably *grins*) So...eight. Well, if you don't like each other/know each other well before the trip you will by the time we get there.

All Marco asks is for a bit of cash for petrol if anyone has it (but if you're broke, don't worry. James and I are helping having it covered.) Also...if we get pulled over everyone will have to help pay the probably large fine for having that many people in the van. *smiles*

*checks site clock* 22 hours, 15 minutes, 24 seconds.

Squee!

Everyone bring money and tents and all those lovely things we'll need there. I'm not your mother! It's about a four and a half hour trip up there so we want to stop along the way enough to let everyone stretch their legs.

Okay, as for picking people up. We'll be dropping by the Victoria Lane and Eden Court residences around 6am on Friday morning. (Shouldn't be too difficult since everyone going lives in one of those houses)

See you guys then!

I swear I don't keep checking the countdown clock on the Download site.

Really.


sosoon!

Nancy called. On the phone. Her accent is as gorgeous as I remember it. She arrives in the UK on the 26th of July. Marco said he'll come with me to the airport to pick her up. (I think he wants to steal her away :D )

It's all really happening. As if I wasn't already excited enough!

Download! Xandria! Nancy!

Only four days left until Download! I'm SO excited!

I mean...AWESOME!

The bands I simply MUST at least see some of:

WITHIN TEMPTATION! (Oh god, must not grab hold of Sharon and fangirl her!)
Tool
Avenged Sevenfold (Admittedly I just want to talk to them and see if they can get me backstage)
Arch Enemy
Lordi (they look SO COOL! Don't really know about their music though...seems a little...um, yeah.)

Oh, but the whole thing is going to ROCK!

As for getting there, I'm going up with Marco and James in Marco's van. illigally we can fit about 6 more people. It'll be tight but it'll be cheap and roadtrippy.

I can't wait!

PS: Xandria is playing in London on the 12th of August. Anyone wanna come with?

₤10 to anyone who can guess what I’m saying :)

Renee, come see me...or I'll come see you...either way there should be seeing happening!

Renee comes home today. Oh Goddess, I cannot wait to see her! To hold her! I'm almost exploding from how much I want to!

But I will wait. I am giving her her time with Deirdre. I have to let Renee and her girlfriend be together before I burst in and want to take up all Renee's time.

I will go see her tommorrow. Tommorrow she can be mine if only for a little while.

I can't wait.

Redheads bring out the worst in each other. It's a documented fact.

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